Excruciating Agony: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation erupted behind my right eye. Then came rapid jolts, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a calm advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a